| Location | Liverpool |
| Age | 1 month |
| Date of Birth | 8/2004 |
| Date of Death | 9/2004 |
| Visitors | 2,266 since 28/08/2006 |
| Creator |
Jolie Louise Buckley
August 30th 2004 - september 4th 2004
Only 5 days old
Only place ever visited was Liverpool womens hospital
Jolie Louise Buckley was born on monday the 30th august 2004, Jolie was 4 months premature and she was a little fighter. Im Jolies Mummy and im going to explain it a little bit....when i was pregnant i had a terrible time and i was in and out of hospital, i was heavily bleeding at 8weeks and the doctors said i had to stay in over nite as i had had a miscarriage, the next morning i had an internal scan and i found out i didnt have a miscarriage my baby was still there (we were over the moon) after this i had a number of bleeds and to our relief on my 20 week scan our baby was fine but my waters had gone (they thought this may have happened when they thought id had the miscarriage) they then sent us home and said there was nothink thye could do and i was going to lose my baby, i had to stay in hospital and basically i was waiting to lose my baby..i wasnt happy because i know now that they could have done things for my pregnancy to carry on which they didnt mention like inject water into the sac and things like that..they werent interested, i wish at the time i would have known more..so i waited and worried for nearly 4weeks and i had steroids at 23weeks to strengthen my babies lungs..Then at 7am on sunday 29th august i was getting contractions and i was 5cm dialated but i was bleeding so heavily.This wasnt good i was only 23weeks and 6days pregnant i was ment to be 40weeks b4 it went this far it was horrible, such a nightmare i just didnt know what to do, they were saying my baby had no chance of survival..To get to the point my baby was coming on Monday morning, and then they checked me and said my baby had died and that i had to give birth to a dead baby...that was it i felt dead there was no way i could do it i was numb and devastated...they took me to theatre cos i just didnt do anythink.. the next thing i remember was i was getting woken up, i was telling them to leave me alone and then they said you dont understand janet your baby is alive..that was it i was wondering what was going on and why were they being sick and saying this to me..then i was amazed i was taken in a wheelchair to see my gorgeous liitle girl, she was gorgeous, so tiny she only weighed 1lb 8 and could fit into my hand, she was covered in wires and things but alls that mattered to me was that she was here and she was alive and she was all mine..
Jolie was doing very good and she was a little fighter she had a page as a miracle baby in the liverpool echo..
Jolie sadly started to leave us on the Saturday the 4th september, she fell asleep at 2pm and it was the worst day of my life, it was so hard to stay in this world while my little girl wasnt here, why did i have to bury my daughter she was only 5days old ... somehow im still here and i really dont know how i did it, it hurts so much and it dosnt get easier it just gets u to the point were u have to cope with it. I think about my little girl all the time and shes always going to be my little girl, my first child. I have another gorgeous girl called alisha who was born february 15th 2006 and she will be told when shes old enough about her big sister and how strong she was..I love you Jolie xxxxx
missing u xxxxx
my lovely jolie, mummys thinking of u still everyday, i know u r with me , i hope u are having fun and getting looked after by every1 we know.... mummys going to look in your box tomorra and have a look thru again , i like doin that from time to time.. goodnight wish i could x u sweetdreams my little angel xxxxx
happy 6th birthday my baby girl xxxxx
jolie- i hope you are having fun in heaven, mummy is thinking of you always baby, we should all be having a birthday party here today but they took u away from us, hope everyones looking after you, i wish i could just have a day together where we can do special things together, i wish i could have 5 more days with my special angel..i wish u and your little sister could be playing here together like sisters should... thinking of u jolie sweetdreams baby xxxxx
dear jolie.i think of you all the time as you are yhe same age as ur little cousin tia and i was at the hospital with your mummy and daddy throughout everything and it breaks my heart still.i dont see ur mummy and daddy and gorgeous little sister as much as i would like to but i think about all of you all the time and love you all very much.i bet you are the most beautiful little angel heaven has ever seen.write again soon lots and lots of love from aunty deb, ste kyle and tia xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
5 years xxxxx
jolie my little angel, i cant beleive you would be 5 years old, i feel like it was last year and im still hurting like it was yesterday-most people just forget and think you r fine n life goes on but you are always in my heart and i think of you all the time, mummy will never forget you darling, sweetdreams baby jolie my little girl my little agel xxxxx
I think my heart has just broken for you, I too have a little girl called jolie. jolie is nearly 3 and is the younger sister to my little boy whos nearly 7.
i want to send you love and a massive cuddle, your jolie is so cute and you are so lucky to have gone on to have another baby. no words i can say can ease your pain, but your lil jolie is living on in her sister.
with love kelly and jolie-lauren xx
sorry to hear the loss of your beautiful daughter i find very upsetting reading your story, i have 3children of my own & would always panick when pregnant that something bad would happen.
your little girl was very strong & will be really happy if she can see you cope better each day. i know you never forget her & she never forget you & will be together again oneday...denise
goodnite godbless gorgeous, we know ur lookin down on ur fantastic mummy n gorgeous cheeky lis sister. and gettin looked after by da clan up der wid u !!! nite hun xxx
4 years xxxxx
my little angel, i cant believe how fast these years have gone without you, i know we never really got any time together baby but i still miss u loads and u r always in my thoughts, all day today ive been thinking of what happened 4 years ago and mummys been strong today jolie, i hope ill meet u again one day jolie, i love u and i always will, ill never forget my little angel. sweetdreams gorgeous xxxxx
birthday
hello my gorgeous little girl, i hope you are playing in them lovely peaceful gardens, i just got u a balloon and popped in on the bus so im going to get you another one in the mornin darling, even though we only got so much little time together i miss you every day and think of you always baby, sweetdreams my little angel xxxxx
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