| Location | Liverpool |
| Age | 1 month |
| Date of Birth | 8/2004 |
| Date of Death | 9/2004 |
| Visitors | 1,927 since 28/08/2006 |
| Creator |
Jolie Louise Buckley
August 30th 2004 - september 4th 2004
Only 5 days old
Only place ever visited was Liverpool womens hospital
Jolie Louise Buckley was born on monday the 30th august 2004, Jolie was 4 months premature and she
was a little fighter. Im Jolies Mummy and im going to explain it a little bit....when i was pregnant
i had a terrible time and i was in and out of hospital, i was heavily bleeding at 8weeks and the
doctors said i had to stay in over nite as i had had a miscarriage, the next morning i had an
internal scan and i found out i didnt have a miscarriage my baby was still there (we were over the
moon) after this i had a number of bleeds and to our relief on my 20 week scan our baby was fine but
my waters had gone (they thought this may have happened when they thought id had the miscarriage)
they then sent us home and said there was nothink thye could do and i was going to lose my baby, i
had to stay in hospital and basically i was waiting to lose my baby..i wasnt happy because i know
now that they could have done things for my pregnancy to carry on which they didnt mention like
inject water into the sac and things like that..they werent interested, i wish at the time i would
have known more..so i waited and worried for nearly 4weeks and i had steroids at 23weeks to
strengthen my babies lungs..Then at 7am on sunday 29th august i was getting contractions and i was
5cm dialated but i was bleeding so heavily.This wasnt good i was only 23weeks and 6days pregnant i
was ment to be 40weeks b4 it went this far it was horrible, such a nightmare i just didnt know what
to do, they were saying my baby had no chance of survival..To get to the point my baby was coming on
Monday morning, and then they checked me and said my baby had died and that i had to give birth to a
dead baby...that was it i felt dead there was no way i could do it i was numb and devastated...they
took me to theatre cos i just didnt do anythink.. the next thing i remember was i was getting woken
up, i was telling them to leave me alone and then they said you dont understand janet your baby is
alive..that was it i was wondering what was going on and why were they being sick and saying this to
me..then i was amazed i was taken in a wheelchair to see my gorgeous liitle girl, she was gorgeous,
so tiny she only weighed 1lb 8 and could fit into my hand, she was covered in wires and things but
alls that mattered to me was that she was here and she was alive and she was all mine..
Jolie was doing very good and she was a little fighter she had a page as a miracle baby in the
liverpool echo..
Jolie sadly started to leave us on the Saturday the 4th september, she fell asleep at 2pm and it was
the worst day of my life, it was so hard to stay in this world while my little girl wasnt here, why
did i have to bury my daughter she was only 5days old ... somehow im still here and i really dont
know how i did it, it hurts so much and it dosnt get easier it just gets u to the point were u have
to cope with it. I think about my little girl all the time and shes always going to be my little
girl, my first child. I have another gorgeous girl called alisha who was born february 15th 2006 and
she will be told when shes old enough about her big sister and how strong she was..I love you Jolie
xxxxx
Keep going janet and mike xx
you are both doing a brilliant job with the little angel you have now!I will never forget the day i saw her tiny face,hands and feet! All's i can say is she was perfect! She has gone from this place to a much,much better one!!! I will never forget her,ever.xxx Always in my heart!!!! xxx
Fly High Baby Jolie xXx
On a hill in the distance
A young girl quietly waits
Patiently she watches
For her family at the gates
Her blue eyes shine so brightly
As hope swells within
For soon she'll see her loved ones
And never part again
How joyous will be the meeting
As mother holds her child
And father kisses softly
The angel-his long lost child
Once more they'll hold each other
And tears will be no more
Forever they'll be together
As they pass through heaven's door.
There's a pain beyond imagining
That’s burning in your heart
For suddenly your whole world
Has been cruelly ripped apart.
All words of consolation
Which are bound to come your way
Will probably seem empty
And of little use today.
For when you ask the question why
It makes no sense at all
That one so precious had to die.
The only source of comfort
Is your memories and the love
And they will shine forever
Like the brightest star above.
A flame that burns eternally
So strong it lights the sky
And even through your darkest days
That flame will never die.
So many people share your pain
We grieve with you as one.
The gift of life gets taken back
But the love goes on and on
poem given to me when i lost emma
TO THOSE WHO MOURN THEIR CHILDREN
Do not weep because you think you have lost the fairest flowet in your garden.The truth is that the flower has been transplanted into a far more beateous garden where it sheds a greater perfume and is lovelier and more beautiful than it ever could be on earth.It has been spared many of earth's sadnesses and sorrows,It has been spared many cruelties and many blights.Your child will never know much that has darkened your own life.Rejoice that freedom has come to a young soul who will never be distressed by the many miseries that afflict your world.Do not grieve for your child;grieve if you will for your own loss,for you will miss the little radiant face,the childish prattle,the diminutive figure.But though your physical eyes cannot see and your physical ears cannot hear,your child is ever present.If you stop shedding tears that create a mist in front of your eyes you will see the truth that in god's kingdom there is no death and all continue to live in far better conditions in a world which is richer and sweeter than anything you've ever dreamed.Do not sorrow for your child,know that an all-loving god has given angels to protect her and your child will in fullness of time be reunited with you
The saddest word I've ever heard is why?
Why your future was cut so short?
Why did you have to fly?
I still have the aching
, broken heart that
cherished you with love
, why did God choose
to take you To His nursery
up above?
I'll never know the reason why
He could not let you stay,
I only hope my pain will
heal and one day, go away.
I'm sure one day we'll meet again
In Heaven up above
, I'll wrap my arms around you
all And smother you with love,
I'll write your name across the sky
So everyone can see
That my little angel is eternally with me.
You are a Precious Child
Created out of love,
a blessing from above.
We've adored you from the start,
and your little footprints touched our heart.
A single teardrop represents the millions We have cried.
Our life never the same since you died.
We wish you could have stayed longer with us,
We'd watch you grow into all you could be.
Although we are apart,
You are always in our heart.
We dream of a joyful time when
we will be reunited once again.
Thoughts of you make us smile.
You will always be Our Forever Child
I am in love with an Angel
And this i can not explain
If you have not lost like i have,
your ears wont hear the same
You can not hear my heart ache
You cannot hear my despair
You will not feel my yearning
You can not feel my heart tear
It tears a little more each day
But your eyes they can not see
I really want to show you
How much my Angel means to me
You might think you understand
And i do know that you care
But unless you have lost someone close
There's no knowing my despair
HI,MY THANKS TO YOU ALSO FOR VISITING MY EMMAS SITE.PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COPY ANYTHING I LEAVE.YOUR IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERSXXXXMY LOVE TO YOU REMEMBER NOTHING LOVED IS EVER LOST AND YOUR LITTLE JOLIE IS LOVED EVER SO MUCH!!!!!!MEMORIES WILL GIVE YOU STRENGTH AND HELP CARRY YOU ON WARDSXXXX
stars
Look out at the sky tonight.
And you will see a star shining bright.
You might stand there and shed a tear.
But don't be sad because i am not there.
I haven't really gone away.
Becasuse in your hearts i will always stay.
my babys happy
In a baby castle just beyond my eye,
My baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who am I to wish her back into this world of strife?
No, play on my baby, you have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes my eyes,
I'll hear her tiny footsteps come running to my side.
Her little hands caress me so tenderly and sweet,
I'll breathe a prayer and close my eyes,
and embrace her in my sleep.
Now I have a treasure that I rate above all other.
I have known true glory; I am STILL her mother
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