| Location | Liverpool |
| Age | 1 month |
| Date of Birth | 8/2004 |
| Date of Death | 9/2004 |
| Visitors | 1,927 since 28/08/2006 |
| Creator |
Jolie Louise Buckley
August 30th 2004 - september 4th 2004
Only 5 days old
Only place ever visited was Liverpool womens hospital
Jolie Louise Buckley was born on monday the 30th august 2004, Jolie was 4 months premature and she
was a little fighter. Im Jolies Mummy and im going to explain it a little bit....when i was pregnant
i had a terrible time and i was in and out of hospital, i was heavily bleeding at 8weeks and the
doctors said i had to stay in over nite as i had had a miscarriage, the next morning i had an
internal scan and i found out i didnt have a miscarriage my baby was still there (we were over the
moon) after this i had a number of bleeds and to our relief on my 20 week scan our baby was fine but
my waters had gone (they thought this may have happened when they thought id had the miscarriage)
they then sent us home and said there was nothink thye could do and i was going to lose my baby, i
had to stay in hospital and basically i was waiting to lose my baby..i wasnt happy because i know
now that they could have done things for my pregnancy to carry on which they didnt mention like
inject water into the sac and things like that..they werent interested, i wish at the time i would
have known more..so i waited and worried for nearly 4weeks and i had steroids at 23weeks to
strengthen my babies lungs..Then at 7am on sunday 29th august i was getting contractions and i was
5cm dialated but i was bleeding so heavily.This wasnt good i was only 23weeks and 6days pregnant i
was ment to be 40weeks b4 it went this far it was horrible, such a nightmare i just didnt know what
to do, they were saying my baby had no chance of survival..To get to the point my baby was coming on
Monday morning, and then they checked me and said my baby had died and that i had to give birth to a
dead baby...that was it i felt dead there was no way i could do it i was numb and devastated...they
took me to theatre cos i just didnt do anythink.. the next thing i remember was i was getting woken
up, i was telling them to leave me alone and then they said you dont understand janet your baby is
alive..that was it i was wondering what was going on and why were they being sick and saying this to
me..then i was amazed i was taken in a wheelchair to see my gorgeous liitle girl, she was gorgeous,
so tiny she only weighed 1lb 8 and could fit into my hand, she was covered in wires and things but
alls that mattered to me was that she was here and she was alive and she was all mine..
Jolie was doing very good and she was a little fighter she had a page as a miracle baby in the
liverpool echo..
Jolie sadly started to leave us on the Saturday the 4th september, she fell asleep at 2pm and it was
the worst day of my life, it was so hard to stay in this world while my little girl wasnt here, why
did i have to bury my daughter she was only 5days old ... somehow im still here and i really dont
know how i did it, it hurts so much and it dosnt get easier it just gets u to the point were u have
to cope with it. I think about my little girl all the time and shes always going to be my little
girl, my first child. I have another gorgeous girl called alisha who was born february 15th 2006 and
she will be told when shes old enough about her big sister and how strong she was..I love you Jolie
xxxxx
i love u
These are my tiny footprints
So perfect and so small
These tiny footprints
Never touched the ground at all.
Not one tiny footprint
For now i have my wings
These tint footprints
Were meant for other things
You will hear my tiny footprints
In the patter of the rain
Gentle drops like angel tears
Of joy and not of pain
You will see my tiny footprints
In each butterflies lazy dance
I'll let you know i'm with you
If you give me just a chance
You will hear my tiny footprints
In the rustle of the leaves
I'll whisper names into the wind
And call each one that grieves
Most of all these footprints
Are found in mummy's heart
Cause even though i'm gone
We will never truly part
xxxxx
I am your mother, but you, my child, I cannot hold.
It'll get easier with time, or so I'm told.
People may forget that I am your mother.
I'm part of a secret club we only share with one another.
But that doesn't diminish my love for you.
I think of you the whole day through.
I wonder what you're doing, my Precious Little One.
We are connected by an Infinite bond which cannot come undone.
I will not let Death tear us apart.
I promise to always keep you alive in my heart
i cant wait 4 the day we meet again
I HAVE IN HEAVEN AN ANGEL
WHO SURROUNDS ME WITH HER LOVE,
SHE WATCHES AND SHE GUIDES ME
FROM HER HOME IN HEAVEN ABOVE,
SHE WHISPERS TO ME EACH MORNING
AS SHE GENTLY STROKES MY HAIR,
SHE TELLS ME NOT TO WORRY AND THAT
SHE IS ALWAYS THERE,
I FEEL HER ARMS AROUND ME
I FEEL HER KISS MY FACE,
THE BOND WE HAD ON THIS EARTH TOGETHER
NO ONE ELSE CAN EVER REPLACE,
SHE WAS SENT TO ME FROM HEAVEN
NOT SO LONG AGO,
I LOVE HER AND I MISS HER
WHY DID SHE HAVE TO GO,?
I WILL MISS HER DEARLY
UNTIL THE DAY I DIE,
UNTIL THAT DAY I WILL WORSHIP
MY ANGEL IN THE SKY,
SHE WAS TAKEN BACK TO HEAVEN
GOODBYE I HAD TO SAY,
I KNOW ITS NOT FOREVER
I WILL BE WITH HER SOME DAY,
SHE WILL WAIT THERE FOR ME
UNTIL THE TIME HAS COME,
SHE WILL TAKE MY HAND IN HERS
AND GENTLY WALK ME HOME
i love u jolie
When God calls little children to dwell with Him above
We mortals sometime question the wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with, the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world, seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold.
So He picks a rosebud before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them, and so He takes but few
To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult, still somehow we must try.
The saddest word mankind knows will always be
my babys happy
In a baby castle just beyond my eye,
My baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who am I to wish her back into this world of strife?
No, play on my baby, you have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes my eyes,
I'll hear her tiny footsteps come running to my side.
Her little hands caress me so tenderly and sweet,
I'll breathe a prayer and close my eyes,
and embrace her in my sleep.
Now I have a treasure that I rate above all other.
I have known true glory; I am STILL her mother
sweet
I walk with you my mummy dear,
I'm always with you, always near.
Just look behind as steps you take,
And see my footprints that I make.
They're in your heart when you're asleep,
You feel me kicking when you weep?
I walk with you when you are sad,
But I am happiest when you're glad.
I'm never far away from you,
I'm here in everything you do.
I walk with you if you're in pain,
I steady and help you up again.
And when on earth God calls you high,
I'll light the way mummy, to His sky.
God says I'm a gift mum, purer than gold,
He sent me to love you until you grow old.
You're blessed with an angel from Him above,
You gave me life, and we give you love.
I walk with you for eternity,
I am your angel, mummy look at me
from one angels mum to anotherxx
Forget me not, for I am there
In the beat of your heart,
On the wing of your prayer.
Thinking of you always.....
Your mummy is thinking of you always my little angel, i would have loved to see you grow up the way it was supposed to be, and i wonder all the time what you and alisha would have been like together,, i know you would both have me tearing my hair out haha but i would have just loved to watch you with your little sister and now its hard as alisha gets bigger and approaches one to think you two will never be able to show mummy how you would have been together.. Anyway baby just thought id write on your site and tell you we all love you very much and miss you everyday, rest little gorgeous girl and sweetdreams mummy and daddy and sister alisha love you jolie xxxxx
Thinking of you my little angel....
Just writing this to let u know im thinking of you always and i always will, i miss you so much and im so sorry we only had such a short time together, i missed out on knowing my daughter, i cant believe they only gave me 5 days with you and then they took u away, it was the best and the worst week of my life Jolie, im your mummy and i always will be and you will always be my special little girl,i wont ever stop thinking about u, or bringing u flowers, i just wish we had time together, what was 5 days? but it was the best 5days of my life Jolie and u were so gorgeous and a hell of a little fighter, i held your hand, changed your bum and at the end i held u in my arms and gave your hand a little kiss as you wrapped your little hand around my finger, but a mother should have done so much more !!! im so sorry u r not here with us, we will never forget u, and you will never be forgotten and always be in my thoughts, baby girl i love you so much, and i really cant wait for the day we meet again and i will give you a great big hug and kiss and never let go of you...love you , sweetdreams xxxxx
For you Janet
I am your little angel,
All dressed in pretty lace;
I had to go to heaven,
To meet jesus face to face.
The angels are taking good care of me,
So Mummy please don't cry;
If you happen to have a tear,
I'll be the one to wipe your eyes.
I get to play with the other children,
Who were also called above;
We are one big happy family here,
Who are filled with so much love.
I will see you some day soon,
I'll be the one in pretty lace;
You will see me smiling,
As you enter into heavens gates.
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